y a z

2010-11-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

I always find something wrong,
You've been putting up with my shit just way too long,
I'm so gifted at finding what I don't like the most,
So I think it's time for us to be apart for a long time.

Run away when you can,
Run away.

Cannot Kurus One!

2010-11-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

We made croissants with tuna, garlic butter spread on baguettes, mushroom soup and SPAGHETTI!

21 AND LEGAL!

2010-11-26T13:21:00.007+08:00

24th November 2010. It is the date to remember. I'm lucky to have such wonderful family and friends. And if Azlan reads this, I swear I can hear him say "Oh, sekarang baru nak mengaku family wonderful lah". Haha.

Birthday Eve with Azlan, Lily and Syaf was great. They wanted it to be a surprise but a certain someone gave it away with a wrong phone call to the birthday girl. Haha. Nevertheless, it was great! Here are some pictures from Azlan.

When I got back home, there was another surprise for me. Now, this was a real surprise. I didn't see it coming at all. There was a whole cheese cake and many many friends. Sadly, they took me by surprise so I didn't think of taking pictures but I managed to curi some from Vina.

Then, on the birthday itself, She surprised me by coming to the college. No pictures sadly and had birthday dinner with family at Tony Roma's where I got to eat ribs, DELISHUS ribs.

1 date, 4 surprises, 4 cakes.
TWAS A GREAT DAY :)

In My Head

2010-11-21T21:13:00.001+08:00

Harry Potter. How they make such movie is beyound me!

Class. Classes at 8 sucks and I hate Mondays from now on!

Work. Fuck I need to get started with my framework soon!

Ikram. Games aren't everything. Let's makan lah! I'm hungreehhhhh!

2010-06-18T13:56:00.004+08:00

Shocked by what just happened, tears fell instantly, dropped myself down on the ground and cried badly before I took out a cigarette and have a five minutes walk before going home. People are not what you expect them to be. I learn that the hard way.

2010-06-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

If its a game you want to play, then the game we shall play.

2010-06-11T01:31:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, if you wait long enough to change, people just can't take it anymore.
Promises are made to be kept not just for the fun of saying it.
And people do change and become someone you just don't know anymore.

SJ

2010-06-07T16:47:00.004+08:00

Subang Jaya is the place where I grew up in. I just love how everything is just around the corner. We have Taipan where I could get everything done there and I mean everything. From paying bills to buying groceries to eating fast foods. We have Subang Parade and Empire where I usually have some quality time with my best buds lounging around at Coffee Bean. We have Pyramid near us where it holds all my favorite shops and I can also watch movies there. We have a lake where I used to stay there for hours just to read books. Everything is just so near. Subang Jaya to me is a very convenient place to live in.

Yes, the traffic around here is bad but I grew up with it. I'm used to it. It actually teaches me to co-operate with things. I learn to not complain from it. How?, u might ask. The traffic teaches me to be patient and teaches me to accept the pros and cons of living in a city. Thus, teaching me to accept the pros and cons in any situation at all. It teaches me how to appreciate things the way it is. It teaches me to see the glass half full instead of seeing it half empty.

Everybody love the place they grew up in. Why do I love Subang Jaya so much? It is because this place is where I was shaped to become the person I am now. Many of my memories and the best things in my life took its course here.

I used to have weekly Sunday's brunch in Delifrance in Subang Parade. My parents could stay there for hours while my sisters and I would run back and forth from Toys r us and the Delifrance. We would have a bite to eat and play and run back to eat some more. I used to watch movies with my dad in Subang Parade when it had a cinema once a month, just the two of us. I used to hang out at the park for hours just talking about stupid things with my school friends. I used to have monthly weekend lunch with the girls at Swensens Subang Parade. I used to walk to Taipan and hang out at the rooftop with them. I used to stroll around Subang Jaya with my two best buds, eating in the car and have a few cigarettes while at it. I used to go to the lake by myself and have alone time while reading a book.

These are a few of many things that I do in Subang Jaya and to me no city can compete with this city and it is because of one reason only; its the place I grew up in.

Keisha's Day

2010-06-06T20:27:00.006+08:00

We always have a kenduri besar-besaran when there's a new member in our family.

Where the kenduri is held.

Keisha's mommy and daddy.

We pulled 'THE' Britney stunt on Keisha.

Nak juga upload gambar ada diri sendiri.

The girls who danced and puja BIEBER!

.

2010-06-05T00:37:00.003+08:00

Are you a good friend when you only look for me for only three reasons? If its not about that certain someone you're into right now, its about money. If its not about money, its for transportation. Is that what our friendship is all about to you? Have you ever stopped to think about me? What I have been doing? What am I up to? No, wait. Come to think of it, have you ever stopped to think about other people's feelings at all? Anyone but you? I really don't think so.

Its funny how you don't realize what you're doing here and how u make me feel. Its not funny actually, its rather annoying. Seriously, do you not realize how selfish you've become? With all the troubles you've been through, with all the fights with many people you've gone through, with all the things I've said and I've advised. You always always blame others for the things you do wrong. Have you not learn anything? Do you really need a very hard fall to realize all these?

To whom it may concern

2010-05-22T22:32:00.005+08:00

Siapa terasa bagus!

If I am nice to you, play along. And when you are comfortable with me being nice, jangan pijak kepala because when I see that happen, you are really really dead. Tunggu saja masanya ya.

Please note that I get very cranky when I'm sick.

WE ARE OLD!

2010-05-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

Look at this. My sister's first Sports Day!

At first, when I saw this, I thought its cute to see little kids have their very first sports day.

But when I look at it for the second time, it freaked me out. Her first sports day. She's 7. I'm 21. I've not entered a school area for 3 years. I have a diploma. Doing my degree. Going to finish my degree next year. And then what?! OH MY GOD!

2010-05-14T01:12:00.003+08:00

Barney Stinson is very much like you, RAJA AZLAN SHAH!

Management and Science University

2010-05-11T23:12:00.004+08:00

Finally, a real campus!

2010-05-10T18:55:00.001+08:00

ITS LIKE OMAIGOD I ADA INTERNET!!!

Teruja teruja

Kenapa saya tak update blog?

2010-04-27T18:19:00.003+08:00

1. Rumah baru takda hiburan lagi, internet belum dipasang
2. Saya malas
3. Saya takda idea
4. Laptop tiada
5. Saya miskin takda duet nak beli laptop
6. Takda sebab ke enam

Okay. Thanks kasay. Bye.

Bruns

2010-04-08T00:13:00.005+08:00

I finally moved out! The first time living apart from family. Never thought that moving out consumes a whole lot of money. It makes me so broke right now. 1k gone just like that but I must say, I am really enjoying this. So much fun with very close friends. Yeay me. Sorry for not blogging for a week. It has just been so hectic with this, classes, work, friends and cousins. Got to go now but before that, to a certain someone, I giveup. I just can't deal with people who thinks they are right all the time. It's tiring. You are becoming more and more like my mum.

Hypocracy

2010-03-30T18:30:00.005+08:00

An ex-boyfriend of mine said that I was a hypocrite a few years ago. Those words hit me hard and got me to think. Yes, I used to be a hypocrite. I was a two-faced bitch. I talk about people behind their back and be nice in front of them. I belief in something else and do something else. My actions contradict with what I belief all the time.

You see, I loved how people think that I was a nice person. I was always in sync to what they belief and what they say. I actually thought that I was a nice person. Until one day, I made people fight because of what I said. Later, they found out that it was me that was the problem. So, slowly my friends turn their back off me because of my mouth. It hurts badly but luckily high school was over at that time.

Lucky for me, my ex-boyfriend tell me off. I started to hate myself and just thought "What the fuck was I thinking?". I hated myself so badly until a very good friend told me to just do what I belief is good. I thought hard and came up with a rather not bad solution. I didn't want to talk behind people's back anymore. If I don't like something, I will tell that person straight. Talking behind their back does not solve anything but telling the truth would come out to something good. Yes, right now people say that my mouth can just hit people hard and make people cry but without that would they ever realize what they have been doing to others?

Everybody needs someone to tell them off, that's how people can realize things they do that hurts others. So, just stop being a two-face. If you don't like something, tell the truth. I highly respect those kind of people.

My Rockstar Friend

2010-03-29T23:05:00.004+08:00

Punya lah penat plan for No Black Tie with Lily's busy scheduele and all. Tak jadi juga and instead of jazz, we went for rock and roll. Finally we went for one of Lily's performance. Haha. Kawan punya lah lama.

Care For Something Diff?

2010-03-29T13:36:00.004+08:00

I've been living in my own safe caccoon for quite sometime now. I've been blocked and protected from the world for quite sometime now. It is time to venture out. It is time to have more experiences. It is time to learn new things in every possible way one could ever think off. Terrified as I am, I will not back down and I am up for the up coming challenges. OMFG!

Ta-da

2010-03-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

I got bored. Haha.

Panic Attack

2010-03-26T16:58:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry but I just have to say this...MOTHER FUCKING BASTARDDDDDD!!!!!!!!

Something New

2010-03-25T04:28:00.004+08:00

My interest towards something never fails to die half way. This I started to realize when a good friend of mine reminded me of how I love to start something new, work on it a few months and then move on to something else. It's rather annoying that he is right. So, I gave it some thought.

I now have a solution for this problem. If I want to start or do something, I am going to give it a hundred percent. I will use the best of my abilities to be really good at what I start. I don't see the point of doing things half way anymore. It doesn't benefit me at all. I will never have something to be proud of if I do things that way.

So, now. When I play, I play hard. When I study, I study smart. When I draw, I draw well. When I take pictures, people are going to say wow. When I read, I read the whole book. When I play the piano, I play the whole song. And when I start something new, I am not going to back down half way. This is a promise to myself!

Picnic

2010-03-24T19:46:00.004+08:00

Nothing beats a great picnic with your favourite people :D

I Hope My Mom Reads This

2010-03-23T23:50:00.004+08:00

"I want you to live life, not waste it" -Mother

This she says to me but acts the other way around. Here are many examples :
"Ma, can I buy this book"
"Buat apa? You're not gonna read it anyway"

"Ma, we need a piano to practice on"
"Its a waste of money"

"Ma, I'm starting to love drawing. I need some things to buy"
"Buy it with your own money"

"Ma, I want to learn play guitar"
"It's gonna ruin your hand"

"Ma, its cheaper to go rock climbing if I take the whole year package"
"It's a waste of time"

"Ma, I want to go out of this country and travel a lil bit"
"You're gonna get wild when I'm not around"

"Ma, I'm going for jazz tonight. It's RM40 per entrance"
"Use your own money"

"Ma. I'm having a picnic tomorrow with my friends. Fuel is empty and I'm out of cash"
"Serves you right"

"You're fat"
"I know and I can't fit in my clothes anymore. Can I have some money to buy clothes?"
"Nope. Use your own"

"I need a bookcase to organize everything I have" - This I've been asking for four months now. And she says no all the time. She says she has no money. And then, this happens a few days ago. "I want to makeover this room we have downstairs. Let's go to IKEA"- Mom.

Yes. You tell me to live life but living life needs money. How can I live life if everything is a NO? What does living life means to you anyway? Staying at home all the time? Or does it mean to work all the time? That's the only thing that you like me doing right now.

YOU ARE DRIVING ME NUTS! And btw, this is why I go against your will all the time. It's to drive you nuts too.

P/S : For those who read this, don't judge. I'm rebellious and I can't do anything about it. Its my freaking nature.

Rage

2010-03-23T16:55:00.002+08:00

Its a big problem when you can't control what you say when you're angry. Bad words slips out and everything turns into a big fucking mess. Darn it. I need to enroll myself into an anger management class.

2010-03-19T20:04:00.001+08:00

People who asks me too many questions annoys me like fuck fuck FUCKKKKKK!!!!!!

2010-03-19T02:30:00.000+08:00

I miss you. I really do.

Barbeque

2010-03-18T15:49:00.002+08:00

I rasa dalam dua bulan ni barbeque dah buat tiga kali. Attend barbeque orang laen dah tiga kali juga. Kerja I melepak and makan jew. Mana tak gemuk.

Penang

2010-03-17T00:13:00.006+08:00

Two days . Family . Friends . Surprise . Food . Beach . A lot of fun.

Something For You To Think

2010-03-16T00:44:00.008+08:00

To have problems with people is a piece of cake, to get along with people is the other way around.

I used to be that kind of person who chooses friends in high school. I do think that I have a great instinct when it comes to judge how people are. Usually those whom I dislike from the first meet have the tendancy to be a bitch and have problems with the rest of my friends. That was why I chosed my friends back then.

When I first entered college life, I thought things would get easier. I can easily be friends with who ever I like and ignore those whom I dislike from the start. Little did I know that things don't work that way in real life.

There are groups of people. Yes, you can choose to be in which ever group you like. In any group that you choose, there surely will be people that you like and people that you dislike. You can't choose here because everybody in the group hangs out together all the time.

Now, there are two ways to potrey yourself. You can either choose A; to be an outcast for trying to rule the group or B; be open minded, try your very best to get along with everyone in the group and yet somehow rule the group silently.

Being an A is not easy because everyone has their own piece of mind in college. This is not high school where you can be the leader whenever and however you want it to be. If you need an example of the outcome, look at how Blair turns out to be in college (Gossip Girl). B on the other hand is very much like Serena of the same series. Yes, she is the leader, she gives out her piece of mind if she doesn't like something but yet she is still likeable.

It is indeed your choice to be whichever person that you want to be. This is just a piece of my mind. This does not go to anyone. It is just something for you to think about.

P/S : Life is actually really simple if you stop trying so hard to make things complicated. Just use your head and think.

Selat habis

2010-03-13T01:15:00.002+08:00

What is this man? WHAT IS THIS?!!!!!

Its Just A Little Swing

2010-03-12T00:14:00.004+08:00

Here's the thing you have to understand. One action doesn't make a person hates you. Many actions do. This, I'm talking about just one person. When many starts to hate you, that is something else.

You can't go wondering why others are being so mean to you. Many disagree with you, so that must mean that there is something wrong with you, the minority not the majority. Others' feelings are important too. Yes, you might say that you don't give a shit of what other people think but now when this happen, do you still think that way?

Be mature. Stop thinking on whats wrong with other people, instead, think of whats wrong with you, yourself because its you that others hate. Think about your actions towards people. The stares you give, the simplest sentence that you think is nothing but annoys people like shitfuck. Don't be such a baby and sulk over this. No mercy should be given towards you. We all had to bear with your perangai for too long. Enough is enough.Take this as an opportunity to undo the wrong doings you did to many many people.

I opened the door to what others think about you with that simple sentence I land on the blog. Now, its your turn to make the change.

Please please

2010-03-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

I need a getaway vacation or a new hobby.
Life's just too tiring all the time.

2010-03-07T15:37:00.001+08:00

Shitfuck. I just did something really fucking bad

2010-03-06T17:43:00.001+08:00

Walaupun I tak berapa elok dalam gambar ni, tapi I rinduuuuu sangat ni!

Traffic

2010-03-06T00:06:00.005+08:00

Rush hour is a horrible horrible thing!

But the sky was pretty

Road Trip?

2010-03-05T00:03:00.016+08:00

Cik Goda kita mintak I teman dia pergi Mantin sebab nak gegar rumah orang. Memang gangster habis lah. Ha ha.

Sudah tu. Transportation pergi balik tak banyak pula.
a) Truck
b) Bus
c) Train
d) Taxi

Ahli2 trip adalah seperti berikut :

Yours truly
(Gambar tada.Panas dan serabai sangat.Jadi, malas!)

Lily

Naim

and lembu-s
The trip was really really tiring. Mainly because it was friggin hot! Met new people, learn new things. The most important thing is that,- hanging out with an old friend and a bestfriend makes it all worth while.

and after work, dinner with the happiest guy in the world (as shown in the picture below). Haha

March 4th

21

2010-03-04T00:43:00.007+08:00

Legal and OLD

It was like our normal night outs where there were just the three of us. Zahara, Azlan and I. It was an important day for Azlan, so it was important for us too. Birthday cake, good dinner and a present. That's all it takes.

Happy 21st Azlan.
We love you and we'll always be here for you. Through thick and thin. Always.

3rd March 2010

Ikram Shah

2010-03-03T00:11:00.006+08:00

I love it when we can go for a mamak session and never run out of topics to talk about

I love it when everytime you come to the car, you never fail to smile

I love it when all things seems better with you by my side

I love it when you stare

I love it when you make jokes when I feel down

I love it when you say yes to everything even if I'm wrong

I love seeing how much you love me

I love.....you

Happy 2nd Anniversary Darling.

This Happens When You Go Broke

2010-03-01T19:43:00.008+08:00

I was hanging out with my friends when suddenly one of them said "Asal ngan selipar u Yaz". And I looked at it. The whole table looked at it! Then, we started laughing out loud. Here's why.

My CAT bite it off! Siap ada kesan gigi. Well the flip flop memang lah dah nazak pun. I mean, if I walk atas tar, dengan tar tar tulah aku boleh rasa sekali. Now memang sah sah kena beli baru. Luckily, I have a few stocks of high heels in my car. Haha.

Then, we went somewhere else to fag.

Lihat! She dah pandai!

Plans

2010-02-28T17:41:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow would be the first day of the month that i've been waiting for. Tomorrow, total dependance kicks in. Tomorrow, all plans starts to run. Hopefully, I could manage it. Hopefully I know HOW to manage it.

Travelling to Gombak weekly is starting to get to me. It's tiring. Luckily it pays good. Life oh life. Didn't know adulthood is this hard.

2010-02-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

I am so stressed right now, I could easily break down and go crazy

Idol

2010-02-26T01:49:00.006+08:00

A little bit girly tonight.

I yearnly wait for Idol to come back each year to pick favourites. The talents this year are just crazeh! Last year's favourite was Kris Allen, and he f-ing won! This year has to be the ever delicious looking Casey James. I mean, just look at him!

Makes you drool, don't he? Well that's based on looks lah. Voice choice, Alex Lambert and Andrew Garcia tops em all. And and the best girl would totally be Didi. Look how excited I get just talking about Idol. -.-'

Shitfuck

2010-02-25T14:21:00.004+08:00

Things that need to be done ASAP :
- register for degree
- settle up clearance form to graduate
- type out book4 and book5 for mental arithmetic
- ~~take passport size pictures~~
- combine books for next month's tuition classes
- find reading books for kids

Tengok. Banyak gila kot. And EVERYTHING takes time to do. BABI BABI BABIIIIIIIIIII

Passion

2010-02-23T23:12:00.011+08:00

Hariz, my cousin is one of the people I know who is very talented. His passion towards music is just mind blowing. We grew up together, we are of the same age. This young man used to bring his tape recorder along everywhere he goes. I remember our trip to Melaka when he recorded and sing songs of his own lyric and tune. That was when we were in Standard 5. Imagine that passion at such a young age. Growing up, when cousins get together, he would be with his guitar singing songs to us and asking us if its good or not. He plays by ear. Give him any instrument, he can play! Dont be shocked but he makes up his own chord. Even his band mates can't keep up with him. They will be like "Weh chord apa kau main sial?". That's just how he is.

Now, he's a recording artist. He has a band called SCAMPI and is climbing up charts on the radio. It's just a matter of time when our nation would recognize his talent and I am proud that all his hard work and all his passion is getting there. I am proud that I am related to such an amazing person.

Here's another person. I just knew him two months ago. In that two months, with only two meetings, I could see his artistic side. I could see how much love he has towards music and photography. I could just tell how much he loves performing and entertaining people. He can make people really laugh. He can make someone that is really down to cheer up. That I can see in only two meetings. Apa lagi kalau jumpa banyak kali? His name is Iqeat. And passion is what his life is about. Don't ask me how I know this. I just know!

I am glad to meet these kind of people. It shows me how much you can achieve your dream by just being passionate about that one thing you really like to do. It opens my eyes to something new.

Siapa kata tak boleh?

2010-02-22T22:56:00.006+08:00

Who says you can't help people by doing the littlest thing? YOU CAN!

Heres the proof.I have a friend who has problems all over her. I can't be there for her all the time. Neither can everyone else. It's hard to reach her because she has a family to take care off. I see her sad on facebook, I see her sad on her blog. It is sad for me that I can't help her by being there.

So, I came up with the idea of giving her something that have helped me greatly through out all my falls. I gave her my mp3. Yes, it used to be mine. Yes, I have been using it for the past 2 years. Yes, it is not new but in there are all the great songs. All the great songs my good friends gave me. The songs made me strong. The songs gave me hope. The songs are just what I needed however I felt at anytime. They are just gooooood songs that builds you up!

And what makes me really happy is that the songs are helping my friend in so many ways. I'm really happy its giving her the strength she needs. And the best thing is, she really appreciates it. For that, I am really glad I made that move. I am really really glad I could help in one way.

Now, all she needs to do is to move forward. :)

It's Sad

2010-02-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

It's just sad how you can miss everyone but me

Fireworks

2010-02-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

Talking to Lily at Tanjung one moment, fireworks the next moment.
How interesting.

Excuse the bad quality of these pictures. It's from a camera phone!

Penat

2010-02-21T16:59:00.003+08:00

Semalam She cakap kereta kelisa dah macam boleh bawa pergi balik Genting dah.

Ini agenda semalam :
Masa bermula, 9 pagi.
- Subang.
- Gombak.
- Shah Alam.
- Kelana Jaya.
- AC.
- Shah Alam.
Masa pulang, 5 pagi.

Tidur mati di rumah Elle sampai pukul 2 petang. Ini baru sampai rumah. Mandi belum lagi. Channe sekarang? Jam dah pukul 5 petang. tsk tsk tsk

We Decided To Camwhore On The Very Last Day

2010-02-20T00:15:00.013+08:00

Bila sudah lama tak berjumpa dengan kawan-kawan perempuan, lihat apa berlaku...

German (ya kerana nama sama, aku bercadang untuk menjadi nationalis Malaya buat sementara waktu dan memanggil dia German) ini sebenarnya lawa dan giginya putih, tidak sebegini. Ini hanya akibat daripada sugar rush.

Senyum tidak ikhlas akibat stress dan panas.

Asam pula cukup teruja apabila dapat berjumpa dengan artis kesayangan,Yuna -.-' Gaya mereka cukup serupa kan?

Padang yang biasa dikunjungi tiap petang pada tahun 2007, dikunjungi kembali.

All in all, today was a good day. Will miss you ladies. I'll see you soon. Hugs and kisses.

19th Feb 10

This Is Why We Love Penang!

2010-02-19T00:49:00.004+08:00

Sleep late at night.
Wake up early in the morning.
Stroll around the beach.
Make brownies.
Lazying around.
Lepaks with cousins at every mamak we can find.
Makan besar with the whole big family of ours.
This is why I love Penang..
Everyday is used to the best ability

We've Got a Timebomb!

2010-02-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

Drama

2010-02-17T17:13:00.006+08:00

Here's the thing I don't understand. Together, we're fine. Apart, we're just full of shits. I mean, come on. Do you really have to act like an arse whenever you are away? I have a lot of things to do too, but do I forget? No! And what is it do you think I am? A little apology and the excuses makes everything better? No! My fucking rage never ends if you say sorry and do it again the next day. And the best thing is, if jadi sekali, bolehlah tahan lagi. Two years is too long if you want to do the same thing over and over again. Salahkan aku lah kalau kau nak. I don't give a shit.

And here's a tip. If you love it so much there, stay there. If you think I'm messing with your head, then don't have a gf. I'm not a toy that you can play with anytime you want and dump everytime you have things to do. I have feelings too.

Oh yeah. I'm back btw. Three days well spent in Penang.

2010-02-14T17:20:00.002+08:00

PENANG, HERE I COME!

2010-02-13T11:23:00.005+08:00

Well, how about it then? My 7 year old sister has a fucking facebook now!!

and I miss this most right now

Adulthood

2010-02-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

I saw a friend merge into an adult right before my eyes over a conversation today

2010-02-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

Well, somebody got bored

Tioman, apparently

2010-02-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

Yaz likes this!

So much to do, so little time

2010-02-11T16:44:00.005+08:00

Can you believe that this is actually in Shah Alam!

I quit my afternoon job for a reason. It's for me to really concentrate on my own business and also for me to have some time off before degree starts next month. Yes, I've got enough rest alright. Sleep very late at night and wake up at noon. It's now suddenly is my favourite routine. Errands are run only after lunch. So, from five things to do a day, I can only manage to do two things. Things to do got stacked up. Now with one weekday left before Chinese New Year, I have too many things to do tomorrow. This also means, esok harus bangun awaallll!!!!!!! Macam cibai perangai. Sekarang menyesal selalu bangun lambat.

I made a promise to myself that I must get 3k a month starting next month. Now I'm only earning around 1.5k. That's not enough. I'm a spendthrift. I have to have that 3k to make sure that I won't be broke on the 5th day of the month. Hah. Must make sure classes on Saturdays are full. Must!!! Weekdays nights are full. 2 nights at Shah Alam and the other 2 nights at Subang. Saturday classes baru satu je ada itupun with only four students. Haih. Gotta have 3 classes on Saturday. Have to find 2 more places to propose my business. With two weeks left before March, do I have the time?! Okay, have to go do some thinking. Toodles.

Couch Potato Much

2010-02-10T17:30:00.002+08:00

Being lazy is nice sometimes ey.

2010-02-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

I decided to delete all posts that comes before 2010.
Why?
I don't know.

Maybe I don't like being reminded of the old me

Faris

2010-02-09T22:01:00.001+08:00

Semalam birthday Paes. Tapi sebab kekurangan wang dan dah buat early birthday surprise kat Paes, I just gave him a birthday card yesterday.

Its not that normal birthday card where someone wishes you a happy birthday and brag about how old you're getting now. Its not the kind of card where someone talk and talk about things that don't really matter to you. Its not the kind of card which someone buys, write little notes and give a signature on it.

Instead, it's a card that tells him that I've known him for quite a while and I know the shits and the goods that he've been through. It's a card that secretly tells him that I've grown to really care about him. It's the kind of card that could give him the courage to rise back up whenever he falls. It's the kind of card that a good friend would give someone.

Dear Faris,
You are a good friend to me. I might have never say this before but you are one of the little amount of people I have that gives an impact in my life. Hee. Love ya. and Happy Belated Birthday darling.

Cibai

2010-02-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Pc buat palat.sumpah celaka!

Shisha Partay

2010-02-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

We had a shisha birthday party for Ikram!

Held on : 3rd Feb 2010

Dear boyfriend,

2010-02-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

sudah2 lah tu Tioman
baliklah

Ah - ha

2010-02-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hectic three days with 8 hours of sleep.
Fun.
Thanks Aya for coming down here.

A shout out to all college friends :
Being pretty jealous on Ikram's trip to Tioman (and to the fact that I haven't been to any beach for quite some time), I've decided to organize a trip to Redang on December 2010. All college friends HAVE to pergi bersama2 tapi jangan risau, satu orang akan di boikot bersungguh2 dan tidak akan dibawa bersama. and we all know siapa yang kita nak boikot yes? hehehe.

I'll plan and promote it when I'm done planning. This is just the intro.

2010-02-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Low point of the day :

"Yaz, pergi pesiang udang tu"
- Mama

High point of the day :

"Why can't everyone turn OCD?"
- Azlan

2010-02-06T14:04:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUT LOOKS GOOOOOOODDDDDDD!

Love

2010-02-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

You lead your on life
I lead my own

and at the end of the day, we merge into one.
hahaha

Post 1, 2010

2010-02-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

God created a very special thing and put it on earth, human being. I'm a human being and so are you. I was born into this world knowing nothing, so did you. I learn many things while growing up, so did you. Along the journey, i made friends, many friends and so did you.

Now, somehow, one day, we met. It doesn't matter where we met or how we met but now at this very moment i am your closest friend you've got. I am your bestfriend.

I have questions for you. What is the purpose of me in your life? Do i get to force you to do things the way i want you to? Can i say no to what you want if i don't feel that its good for you? Is it wrong if i tell off things behind your back to someone else? Do my words affect your life? Am i really a good friend to you like you think i am?

A bestfriend to me means that you are around. For it could be my ups, or downs. You are always around. You attend me the way i attend you. You listen to what i say the way i listen to you. A bestfriend to me means that when i fall, you give me the will to rise back up. You give me advice that i want to hear. You care for what i need to hear from you.

Being a bestfriend doesn't mean that you have the power to take over a person's life but it means you are in power to give words that could affect his/ her life. And a true bestfriend that have these qualities are rare to find. Its like what they say. Friends come and go but true friends are hard to find. And for that i am very thankful. I have two of them. They listen, they care, they are always always there.

To Zahara and Azlan. I love both of you so much. You ladies rocks! jyeah! ok bye